28th Day of Camping...

Today was a nice day. Especially after seeing this graphic below. I have been told by numerous friends (mostly woman) recently that the nude pictures I post are not cool. I totally disagree.. haha. Cuz I am a guy I guess. But I just love boobs what the hell is wrong with that? I like Boobies, ya I do. Boobs are so cool and such a wonderful/powerful part of a ladies body. I love them because they are the way in which I get a feeling of nurturing and get turned on. They are extremely sexy and feminine. I think we have lost so much of the way it used to be - yes I am going to go on a total tirade now about the sex - man/woman issue and why I think we are fucked up as a society. I have also been told that I should be more politically correct and not blog about his shit cuz it may effect me getting a job, etc.. It may have actually cost me the last job I applied for and I could have kept my apartment and kept my business, etc... recently but you know what I am glad I am blogging about this today and that I have put the pictures of nude artful pictures of the woman figure on my blog. I think if people want to judge me cuz I am writing about things from my heart and the way I feel, etc.. then you know what FUCK YOU if you don't like it and won't hire me for a job with your Company. I made a decision to stay true to myself and my art about a year ago and I am glad I am sticking to my true self and not "selling out" for anyone. It is such bullshit anyway and I should be able to express myself the way I want to. I want people in my life or around me that will respect me for what I truly believe in and feel and want to personally express in this blog or in my art. I believe that eventually I will be able to be the artist I want to be and express myself fully and that eventually I will have the people that are supposed to be in my life in my life -

Now about the fucked up society we live in and how the male/female ROLES have been so jacked up in my opinion. I have also been told from a number of woman friends lately that they want to have kids on there own if they don't find a man soon to marry and have one with them they will just adopt or get pregnant on their own - WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING? Look around or go ask a single Mom if she loves the life style - shit.. It is so hard with even two normal healthy people to have a nurtured child in today's society. That is what broke up my marriage so I guess I am sensitive to it. She chose to adopt the child and ditch the marriage. If you are starting out a relationship like this don't think for a second the man is not going to feel your real intention. The man always wants to be first and I think should be as the woman should in a marriage. I believe that the marriage comes first and then the child. I think that is the natural law of things and the way it should be - just my opinion. I totally get the need and want for a woman to have a child, they are made to have this feeling biologically but it seems to take away the common sense at the same time. I guess this is where I should just keep my mouth shut but I am not going to... I know that it would be a huge mistake for any woman to try and raise a kid on their own - long term. Woman having babies alone, gay couples adopting, fathers not being able to find work cuz Corp. America can hire a woman a little cheaper, two incomes to just scrape buy forget the American dream of owning a home and saving for retirement, I can't find to much good stuff about my generation at the moment. Maybe cuz we are in a recession and I am having a  hard time finding a job and keeping a relationship but shit it just seems like we are so jacked up as a society and getting worse by the day. I am not a total  male chauvinist pig but I do believe their is a difference in a man and a woman and the roles we play and should play in society to be healthy and happy as a whole. I think we both are naturally suited for roles that are part of the law of nature like the man is the hunter and woman the gatherer/nester. We have lost site of this and I think it is a sad fact for my generation. Oh to have the 50's back again, I would love it. Go to work, buy a house, be able to have a family and not worry about being on the street if you get divorced, etc... I am worried that i will end up on the street if I loose my job and all i have to do is to take care of myself, forget worrying about a wife and kid. I would like to have a family and settle down actually but it is so hard when you have all the stresses we have now days. How are you supposed to have a child and nurture that child when the two of you have to work and a lot of the time the man is Mr. Mom and looses his manhood cuz the tables have turned. I don't know it just seems like it is much harder am I wrong? This is my viewpoint of being a 40 year old man in 2011. Before I lost my job and worked at the high rise making $80,000+ a year I thought the same way. I just think we have lost some of our core values and beliefs that gave us males the safe feeling of being able to have a family and be able to support them and actually be able to be the man of the house. Maybe it is also because I am not financially secure and I should be if I want to start a family. I understand that too. I would like woman to way in on this topic if they feel like it. Please tell me I am wrong and why I would love to hear your feedback...
Till next time...

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Comments

Paisleystorm said…
I totally understand your point of view. I chose to have a hysterectomy at the age of 21 instead of re-constructive surgery after the cancer was removed. I already had 3 kids and knew I didn't want any more. My marriage was a shambles. I have lost many a men since then because they wanted kids of their own someday and I don't, i don't want to raise anyone else's kids either.

I had my 3 kids, raised them the very best that I could with the little resources that I could.

The Man is supposed to be the Head of the family, the woman his helpmate and the children third.

The only marriages I have seen that have lasted 50 something years are the ones where the man was a real MAN.

I still hope to find my MAN someday - a man that doesn't want me to raise him or his kids.